2 5 T H S E C R E T S .

Wednesday, July 20, 2011 12:00 AM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

cyrus i am sure I am unable to post up by today tmr or maybe Thursday as just now busying doing your photo thing :) Thursday will be up for sure

Sunday, July 17, 2011 2:42 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Terence Neo I guess no one treat me as the way you treated me , I guess no one ever trust me the way you trusted me , I guess no one appreciated me like how you appreciate me . I miss you .

You know something ? I can't forget you .

Thursday, July 14, 2011 10:02 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

I never contact him anymore , in other words I deleted his number but still I remember deep down in my heart , I wish to call him and talk to him but will he even want to pick up my call T_T I am sure no ! Now all I can do is just looking at his photo every time but so what the photo won't talk ... everyone asked me who is that guy in my display pic , I said friend but were you even my friend ? No you are my past but now after like going to be a month without you . I am so stubborn right , you ask me try my best to forget about you but I can't ... There is really no one I can talk to , you know how torturing must I be to act like nothing happen and stay happy in my family and infront of my friends ? No you don't , the hurt you gave me is unbearable . I cannot be a little sad unless I am alone . will you even care no ? T_T

FOREVER IS JUST THE BEGINNING , YOUR WORDS ARE LIKE ANY OTHER SHARP OBJECTS .

Friday, July 1, 2011 12:26 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

TODAY , JASMINE IS DEAD !
All his messages was deleted accidentally due to my phone no keypad lock , I don't no how to sleep at night now without his message that I use to read every single days . How ! currently working but yet I still think so much ... But how can I don't think so much ? Its going 2 weeks yet I still cannot get over ! why am I so dumb but everything takes time . This is the worst break-up I ever had,I swear , super moodless like seriously !

p/s : I still love you like before .... I know you won't be able to read it ...

Saturday, June 25, 2011 3:22 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

WELL , HE DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME ANYMORE .

SERIOUSLY I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL I DID WRONGLY :'(

SERIOUSLY AFTER HE IS GONE , I REALLY FEEL LIKE COMMITTING SUICIDE.

EVERYTIME I SAID I AM FINE , I AM JUST PERHAPS LYING TO MYSELF AND TO THE FRIENDS AROUND ME , IN FACT I REALLY LIKE COMMITTING SUICIDE .

I DON'T NO HOW LONG COULD I ACTUALLY HOLD ON :/

NIGHT BLOGGERS :/

Wednesday, June 22, 2011 8:55 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

Fourth Days Without Him.

Well, I am letting go slowly and slowly , 4 days of hard work I am going to complete the last gift for him . hope he will read it and not throwing away without reading , well if he throw away without reading , I swear I will be damn sad and disappointed. Although I am slowly letting go but I can only smile when working time, I swear this time round I really lost the smile I had before . I know many people including my parents were worry about me , I am sorry , I didn't mean to make you guys worry but I need time to heal this wound. I swear I miss him like hell seriously. I didn't want to break up with him in fact but we have no choice , maybe he is not my prince. I need to let him go , I won't blame him for leaving , I will just blame him not to let me take care of him. Well bloggers and readers , overall I think that relationship is the most cruel thing on earth. When reality strike, it left you no choice . But, this four months I am really happy . no words can describe how happy am I in this relationship . All I can said was He was the best I ever met . I still wanna tell him I really love him.

And yes yes ! I am currently working in my school's Ripples and it currently launches new item and new promotion and yes the items were a wow ! And almost everything there was worth buying. Its open to public so if you are really interested , It open Monday to Friday 10am to 5pm , come down to choa chu kang College West and take a look . Working hard over there and needed customers to come down and support ^^

enough of my craps , time for me to go ... Bye earthlings :) Play hard !

怎么会狠心伤害我

Sunday, June 19, 2011 4:09 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

First Day Without Him .

Suddenly I feel like there is so much so much to tell him but I no longer have the chance to tell him , I promise not to disturb him , I don't no how can I do it but I will try. Its been a really long time since I last cried so much . Haha funny me , I didn't realise that he is going to leave me yet I still took away the ring from his house, now the ring can forever be together but not us . You said leaving me is for my own good but do you know that you are being so selfish and cruel ? you left me with a broken heart , leaving me in a darkness world wanting me to get up on my own , I can't do it ... You can Don't want me but I am scare that you one day forget me .