Suddenly I feel like there is so much so much to tell him but I no longer have the chance to tell him , I promise not to disturb him , I don't no how can I do it but I will try. Its been a really long time since I last cried so much . Haha funny me , I didn't realise that he is going to leave me yet I still took away the ring from his house, now the ring can forever be together but not us . You said leaving me is for my own good but do you know that you are being so selfish and cruel ? you left me with a broken heart , leaving me in a darkness world wanting me to get up on my own , I can't do it ... You can Don't want me but I am scare that you one day forget me .