I never contact him anymore , in other words I deleted his number but still I remember deep down in my heart , I wish to call him and talk to him but will he even want to pick up my call T_T I am sure no ! Now all I can do is just looking at his photo every time but so what the photo won't talk ... everyone asked me who is that guy in my display pic , I said friend but were you even my friend ? No you are my past but now after like going to be a month without you . I am so stubborn right , you ask me try my best to forget about you but I can't ... There is really no one I can talk to , you know how torturing must I be to act like nothing happen and stay happy in my family and infront of my friends ? No you don't , the hurt you gave me is unbearable . I cannot be a little sad unless I am alone . will you even care no ? T_T